Cordelia isn't speaking to him, Willow won't let him touch her and Oz. Doesn't even look at him.
Xander watches him from across the cafeteria. Tipped-back chair, intensely otherwhere expression. Wants to apologize a thousand times over, but what kind of sorry is big enough? If Oz would only *look* --
After school, Oz's van is the first out of the parking lot. Xander watches it go, zips up his jacket, listens to leaves crunch under his feet.
Title quote: "No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear." -- C.S. Lewis